Monday, November 17, 2008

Memories of Flurries Scurry Through My Mind


It is about quarter of eight on a seemingly ordinary Monday in the month of November. And yet, a bit of magic seems to hang in the air, a feeling that only one thing can bring:

SNOW

That's right, tonight we had our first snowfall here in Winchester. What started as rain turned into that wonderful, flaky white stuff that settles anywhere cold touches. As the flakes fall and blanket the neighborhood, my memories are released.
There is something about snow that brings out the children in everyone. Kids and adults alike gather at windows to see if it is sticking, and are glued to the television, praying that school will be canceled, maybe even work. Men bring out their snow plows, children their snow-boots, and wives and mothers prepare hot beverages for those who venture out into the cold. I dislike winter immensely, for many reasons, but my heart still beats wildly at the prospect of the first snowfall.
Today, at even the mention of snow, I was jolted from my desire to hibernate with a sense of anticipation and excitement; SNOW! Everyone has many memories of snow, but there are a few specific ones that I would like to take a moment to share.
I still remember the first snow of my freshman year of college. I was spending the night in what we fondly referred to as 2East, the dorms at Peabody. My friends and I were staying up way too late, watching cartoon reruns and the weather channel. We were about to give up and go to bed (it was about 2am) when a student came running into the lounge, announcing that it was snowing. We shrieked with glee and leapt to our feet, grabbing whatever shoes were closest as we ran outside. I stood outside in my pajama pants and camisole, my friend George's fleece hanging off my body, arms outstretched and mouth opened wide, catching those first, clean flakes on my tongue. Our friend Audrey was from California, and this was her first experience with snow. "It's so cold!" she had exclaimed, and we laughed. Someone took a picture, I don't know who, but I'm glad they did (see above).
One of my strongest snow memories is also one of my fondest memories of my friend David. This was also my freshman year at Peabody, although it was much later in winter. The snow was coming down in buckets, filling Mt.Vernon Square and turning the normally gray city streets into a temporary winter wonderland. I waited outside my classroom excitedly, literally bouncing off the walls in excitement. David's class was let out and he left the room, talking with friends. Unable to contain myself, I leapt over, grabbing his hand in mine. "David it's snowing!" I shrieked, eyes wild with glee. "C'mon!" I dragged him away from his friends, and together we booked it down the spiral staircase, through the lobby, and out into the city street. Still dragging him by the hand, we crossed the street into the park where the grass was barely peaking out above the mounds of white. Letting go of his hand, I whooped and ran through the snow, slipping and falling. David laughed; he had such a nice laugh. I remember he made a snowball with his bare hands- I think he threw it at me, resulting in more laughter. I was cold, wet, my cheeks were flushed---and I was so happy.
And so I remember these times tonight with fondness, but my heart is a little sad too.
Because...

....a very small part of me.....

......wishes I could be in that moment again.

Monday, November 3, 2008

It is 9:15 NEW time, but my body still feels like it is 10:15. Considering I work in the morning, that would mean it is bed time. But it's only 9:15!! Gah!
Last week was horrific- and it was supposed to be relaxing after the week before. *sigh* That's alright, it only means that this week has no option but to be better. I mean, really, very little could happen that would make this week worse than the past two. I don't want to rant about the details; everything has been taken care of and/or fixed, so I can once again focus on school, work, and graduate school applications.
I have so much on my brain right now- and my heart for that matter- that I am finding it difficult to focus on my studies. I don't know why all of these things are coming up now; I know I need to at least think about them, but quite frankly I don't have time for this! And yet, I can't, and shouldn't, ignore these things...what a dilemma.
Totally off topic, I've noticed a very interesting/strange thing. Have you ever found yourself suddenly thinking of someone for no reason at all, only to then go out and find you've received a message from them? This has actually happened to me, on multiple occasions, but only with one individual. I had no reason to be thinking about them; in fact, I was asleep! I was sleeping, and having some sort of dream, and suddenly they were there, in the dream. I woke up, thinking it strange, took care of some stuff, then checked my e-mail and found a message from them that had been sent while I was sleeping. Too weird. Just thought I'd share.
Back to school work...I was reading the book of Dueteronomy today for my Hebrew Bible class. Let me just say, out of all of the books of the Hebrew Bible, Dueteronomy is right up there with Leviticus and Numbers as far as interesting narratives go. I haven't even gotten to the largest section, which contains the 613 Judaic laws. SIX HUNDRED AND THIRTEEN!! I am finding myself struggling with the God portrayed in the Old Testament. I know that it was written in a different context, to a different audience, and for a different purpose than the New Testament, but still. I am sure I will have more to write about this later.
I apologize for the missing train of thought from this entry, but I did title these as musings.

Monday, October 13, 2008

mmmmm Fall Break

I love autumn.
I also am finally falling in love with vacations.
Unlike most students, or really, most people in general, I usually HATE vacations. Any sort of disruption of my daily routine normally sends me into a funk that I struggle to get out of. I need to be busy, I need to know what each day will consist of activity and objective-wise. But this break has been different.
Perhaps it's because I really, really needed this break. School is going well, work (all three of them!) is going well...but combined....I was beginning to burn out. Coming home has definately been good for me. Have I been able to lounge around on the couch all day? No. Have I slept till noon? No. Have I slept past 7:30 for that matter- NO! BUT- I feel much more rested, less stressed, and able to conquer my assignments.
Today has been a very productive day, for which I'm thankful. I woke up this morning, got to see my mother before she went to work, then went for a walk/jog around the neighborhood. I then went to my annual physical, which I had been dreading, but now feel alright about. After the doctor and blood tests (and shot!) I ran some errands, ate lunch, spent time with Sophie (our Great Dane) outside, then got a lot of e-mails and phone calls taken care of. And it's not even 1 o'clock yet. : )
Last night I had a really wonderful conversation, which helped put me at ease about several things. It's comforting to know that there ARE people out there who understand where you're coming from, and need to take things at the same pace as you.
Now that I've posted something on here, it's time to get back to my To Do List.
Have a great day!

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Mid-Terms

This is a crazy, crazy week. It really wouldn't be that bad except that I had a bunch of rehearsals and lessons yesterday after having worked from 5am. It all caught up with me today, when I felt like death. Well, maybe not completely like death, but flu-like to say the least. I was pretty much a zombie throughout the day until after choir tonight, when I suddenly got a second wind and perked up for the first time all day. I went shopping with Kelly, got some stuff done at work, and am now winding down for the night in preparation for another looooong day tomorrow. *sigh* Burning the candle at both ends is not working as well as it used to. I guess that means I'm getting, lol. But, despite that, I just bought chewable Flintstone's vitamins. Some things never change.
I realize that this post is pretty non-informative and un-important, but I had hoped the act of writing would help me wind down. I'm off to bed. Good night all!

PS: A quote, "You and Amanda put a plug in the jug and go to bed!" -Mr.Shafer, continuing to tease me about "hitting the bottle."

PPS: The word of the day is (made up): lacksadaisicalness. As in, "I am not giving in to the lacksadaisicalness of SU." : )
Long words make me happy.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Introductory Blog

Hello blogging world. It has been some time since I have published any sort of personal musings/updates on line, so you will have to be patient with me. It may take a while before I post on a regular basis- reminders are always welcome. : )
I am a university student majoring in church music. Under this field I am a voice major pursuing a Performance Certificate, and an organ and piano minor. I am also a religious studies minor, and will be attending seminary next fall.
I work and live with wonderful people, and am blessed to have them in my life.
Back home I have a loving and supportive family, and I love my three younger sisters dearly.
I enjoy reading, writing, and trying to find the time to do out-doorsy activities like hiking and kayaking.
I think that's enough information about me for now; that, and I need to go to bed because one of my jobs forces me to hit the sack extremely early.
"Early to bed early to rise" : )

Welcome to the adventure I call my life.